Friday, February 3, 2012

Miraculous Work

God is real.

His power is illimitable.

Let me share here what happened.

So my sister broke her tendon tissue at both of her knees months ago and just got operated early January this year. Doctor said after 3 months she should be able to walk normally, but yes, she has to wait for 3 months, disabled. I've seen her struggling to walk and she said it hurts.

Yesterday night a Romo came to our house. My parents met him on a funeral in Surabaya. This Romo was going for Jakarta for a day and my parents invited him to stay at our place for the night.

He saw my sister and offered to pray for healing miracle for my sister. He prayed to God and touched my sister's knees. My sis said it felt like her heart beat just transferred into her knees. She could feel the beating and no more hurt afterwards. Romo told her to stand up and walk and she could walk properly like a normal person would. She could climb the stairs with confidence.

I went home and found her all smiling and I saw her walking confidently with my own bare eyes and I was speechless.

God can use anyone, anytime, and anywhere.

This is so match with the scripture I read yesterday in 1 Corinthian which noted that we'll be surprised by God's favor.

Praise The Lord!

*ps. he prayed for me this morning as well. He told me I have good eyes, sharp eyes and he said I'm good. He prayed so God would take away my weaknesses and darkness from me and fill me with God's light. Thanks God, starting on today I won't browse the net for horoscopes anymore ;P..Drinking with friends.. I'll just drink normally but not crazy like I used to. I'm sorry God if I ever made You dissappointed in me. I'm changing and I want You to guide me.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

The Giant and Me

Dear Blog,

Last Sunday I went to Church and Giant was in charge as the manager making sure that everything is according to procedure. I was late and didn’t know who to sit with.

So as I stepped in into the hall, I saw a few of my cell mates and they suggested me to sit at the front. Then as I walked to the front, Giant suddenly pulled my hair gently and said hi.

I told him I had no idea where to sit and who’s gonna sit beside me and he said he’s gonna sit next to me. So he put his papers straightaway beside my seat. The other guy – my cell mate also said he’s gonna accompany me and put his jacket next to me. So I’m squeezed between two giant dudes.

I was standing alone for few minutes until they came and sat with me. As soon as Giant sat, he said “You smell nice.” And gave me a smile. Giant also said “To me you’re the prettiest” and stuffs like “I think we should go on a date.” “You know you’re so good at putting me down and I’m not gonna give up on you.”

After church service, we all waited outside, my cell members wanted to go to this mall and Giant was supposed to go with them, but he ended up saying he’s too lazy to drive and so yeah we had early dinner together, just the two of us and he treated me. I didn’t go with them coz I was killing time before meeting my other friend at some other place in about 1 hour.

From church to restaurant downstairs he kept on bugging me like playing with my hair and stuff. He did that infront of my other cell mates and he didn’t care. Even at church he’d grab my right hand if he had the chance and pretended like he wanted to eat my hand. After church service he played with my hair as well infront of our cell leader..he’s very straightforward.

Anyway, he sat next to me during dinner and put his arm around my chair’s back. It was weird, I thought he’s gonna sat infront of me..I was like..so this is a date huh, we were just talking about it last night and that Sunday..and who knew his wish was granted that day!

So off I went to other mall and met my other friends.

He was such a sweet Giant..he already has a girlfriend tho.. So no matter how sweet he’s to me, I only see him as a sweet friend, and nothing more than that. I’m not gonna even try and flirt with him.

He was on air this morning and I got the chance to watch him hosted. He’s pretty cool there. So I took a picture from the tv screen and sent it to our cell group blackberry group. Good on him, I think he did a good job.

I’m still standing strong, but what I’m scared of is..if he keeps on being all that sweet to me, he might have my knees getting weaker and I’m scared I might fall later.

I’m still a little numb from my past romance..but geez, this Giant is such a sweet talker! I’m scared.

I can even write this much about him..I guess I just like it when he’s being sweet to me..I just like the sensation of having someone as famous and charming as him ..liking a shortie girl like me.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Thursday Gaga

What happened yesterday was very interesting..

Giant Guy was being very sweet to me yesterday..this flirty good looking dude whom I don't really like was acting really sweet and I actually bought half of whatever he did and said.

What turned me off was the fact he already has a girlfriend and there's no way I'm coming in the middle.

He was defending me when I was bullied by this dude..
He was quite upset when I told him I was bullied by this mid-east man in the lift..

So this mid-east guy looked at me while we're waiting for the door into the lift area to be openned. We both didn't have the access.. He was huge.. he has 2 other guy friends, they looked like gangsters.. Anyway, I got into the same lift and there were many people but they all got off at 18, and left only me to lvl 23 and him to lvl 32. From 18 to 23, he tried to talk me into going to his room.. damn it man..i told him i don't speak indo yet he insisted of asking me to be his indo tutor..wth..ofcourse I know what he 'wanted'!

I ran as soon as I reached lvl 23 to my friend's room. I was shaking.. as I openned the door everyone warm welcome me but I was shaking.. It was scary..

Giant was in the room. After meeting, he asked me what happened so I just blurted it all out and I didn't realize much that he was stroking my hair as I spoke. Only after I finished I realized he's still stroking my hair infront of everyone, so I pushed his arm away.

I wouldn't lie that it felt comfortable. Oh man..it was one scary experience in the lift..

When we're going down waiting for the lift, giant also punched his fist 3x onto the wall..showing how upset he was, prolly imagining the bastard bullying me.

It felt good that he showed he cared.. But dude, got gf alredy..mehh.. I'll just see it as a big bro taking after his lil sis..that'll do.

He was defending me the whole day from bullies..including from Mr Big Bro.. Such a sweet guy.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

My Diet Plan and A Little Bit of Everything

Today! I'm meeting my 7PM band..*looking forward for this!

Uluyu's done and now just have to wait for Nno's quote and prototype progress..yeheyy!

Love life: Interesting. Hard for me to fall in love, so much to consider. Not saying I'm perfect..but I guess I'm like a hard nut to crack.once I let someone in, it's hard to let go. So Guetta feat Fergie - Gettin Over You <== is quite me.

Goal by the end of this month: Loose 2kg.
Started off at 51.5kg, today at 51.1kg, and it's 18th Jan..Hopefully by 31st, it's 49.1kg

Eating Plan:
Morning - fruits only
Lunch - Office as usual
Dinner - GO gaga during weekend only.
Usual Dinner - just eat a handful of snacks. That's all.

I hope by Friday I could get to 50.5kg or at least by Saturday morning 50.5kg.
I'll be buffetting on Saturday, so might rise again..damn it.

Well I have to reach 49.5 at least by end of month..that's the max weight..>.<.. can I make it >.<

Friday, January 13, 2012

Writing Down My Plans

Dear Blog,

I think it's about time to write down my plan for this year although I had written it down in my agenda.

My aim is to learn lots of money, this year I'm aiming to reach at least double the salary I got from this firm I'm working at.

January Plan:
Get 7PM going for demo recording
Get Uluyu prototyped
Get design project for my friend's dad factory
Get auditioned for singer position at church
Soft Launching Desserts Department before CNY

February Plan:
Get 7PM gigs
Uluyu in Progress
Desserts Department promo for Valentine's Day
Freelance in the house!
Quit Job! Time to move on!

March Plan:
Can't wait for more fun and dynamics months and years ahead!!! Perhaps meeting that someone special this year ;)

I sent our cupcakes samples to two different groups and most of them like it i guess..I hope this is all going well, God, if you said yes, the favor is in da house!

Friday, January 6, 2012

Wagyu Night Bday

Dear Bloggie,

I was so happy last night my cell group friends gave me a surprise bash :).

They didn't let me pay my portion, and this Just Giant just kept ordering food for me to finish. I love sweet stuffs, they're good!

I shall do something in return for them.. Perhaps I should bake Lapis Surabaya for them next week :).

Finished up at 11.30ish pm, they waited all that long for me and I'm so touched..

Thank you God for these wonderful people around me.

This year has been really good so far. I'm loving my birthday moments this year :)).

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Such A Special Day : )

It’s my birthday today and I’m feeling like ": ) "

So many best wishes from family and friends and they’re keeping my mood happy all day so far : )

I’m feeling extra special today, so,

Thank You, God : )

Please bless them with wisdom, kindness, good health, success, and loads of love.

: )

I'm gonna celebrate it in the hospital with my sis ..This is probably one of the most interesting birthday I've ever had =P