Intermezzo:
I'm all over the moon for Kings of Convenience..I just totally love their music..they're super awesome..love their rhythm, voices, weird lyrics, their style..they're hawt!
Ahh.here comes the main message for tonite:
WEDNESDAY NIGHT PROJECT or... THURSDAY NIGHT PROJECT
I had Wednesday Night Project yesterday..it was heaps fun and great..
maybe one day I'll change it to Thursday Night Project..hmm..which one sounds better? Wednesday sounds more original coz it was started yesterday..but Thursday sounds nicer and all members could make it on Thursday..emm...we'll see..
We're making this project ..hopefully it's a project that can be blessing for others..
There's this guy from kindergarten. He's involved in this project. The funny thing is, he's my first crush in kindergarten xD . I've been wondering why did I ever like him in the first place? Kindergarten? Oh my gosh, what must I'd been thinking?? Well, I haven't met him..supposed to met him ystrday night but he was too exhausted. He sounded friendly and approachable.. I hope he doesn't know I had a crush on him way way back then, so embarrassing.
Okay, please pardon my all-of-a-sudden romantic mood. I think I've been watching or reading too much romantic stuffs. Okay, here we go..my mellow helpless romantic mood is ON :
A Good Night Kiss
I'm kissing you good night
Let the air carries it away
Softly lands on your cheek
I'm kissing you good night
Hope the cupid whispers right
From me to you
A gentle good night kiss
Not baddd huh? xD
Friday, January 21, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
What Positivity?

When we're troubled, we often think this way:
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?
And, when we're hurt by others, we'đ command God:
GOD PUNISH THEM!!!
And when we think people can't understand a thing, we'đ say:
UR PROBLEMS CAN NEVER MATCH MINE!
Well, let me ask u, what shoe size do u wear?
Everyone has their own particular size.
What animal u hate the most?
My brother hates cockroach to the max..but as much as I don't like cockroaches, I think they're better than s****. You see what I mean?
It happens to us because we're loved.
Zach13:1-9.
Through problems we are reminded that only to God alone we surrender.
Through pain our characters are examined.
Through all these, we're molded, shaped, trimmed, so that we are rich on the inside.
We don't have to tell God to punish them...
But we need His grace, love, and authority to take care of everything. "Forgive" is ain't as easy as it's written. The act of forgiving is a challenge for me personally.
But I want to try..to stay positive
Monday, January 17, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
I Think I Had...

Dear Blog
I've been wondering, how come Norah Jones or any other artists could write such wonderful, sexy, and ambiguous-meaning lyrics? My English still has problems for sure..But artist like Norah Jones is truly inspirational.
Let me greet you on this very new year with a poem..maybe it could someday transform into a lyrics ;).
I think I had too much wine
But I could never understand
The way you've been coquetting
Stirring a black hole in my heart
I could never see your true intention
But charm keep dragging me to you
A dangerous play, host by the lust
I need to move on, away from the hole
Wake up with a new resolution
Cleanse mind pollution
Mix all those portions to make a potion
To ease my drunkenness of you
I cast a spell upon myself
A munition to the enslaving mind
I cast a spell upon myself
to be unhooked, released from you
The ray of sun glittering my face
As I succumb myself to the morning light
My longing for your touch
finally floundered in the darkest night
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Hello Winter!
Dear Blog,
Today marks as the beginning of winter this year :)...Hello winter!
Exams finally finished and done with..except that I still have classes till early next year...
I went on skiing last last weekend , it was heaps funn!!! There was also shabu2 time with CG buddies,..I suppose I'm on a balance -studying&socializing-
I'm currently listening to Bill Evans - Alice in Wonderland (Take 2) ...
Anywayz
Me going to Solana this evening with classmates, we're planning to watch a movie there..we'll see how good the cinema is (ppl say it's better than Sanlitun's Megabox)
Parents and bro are coming on late 25th.. Hmm what else to tell...
Where's snoww?? I want to see the first snowfall this year..darn it..looks like I'm gonna have to either miss it next year or experience it early next year...
Oh exams, I think I did pretty well with all of them..quite happy with myself.. Just unsure what next year gonna bring.. Heard Chinese Business is quite a challenge.
We're going to spend X'Mas Eve @ a friend's house and everyone ought to bring a 40-50yuan pressie and we're gonna swap pressie.. Hmmm..what should I buy?! Might find something interesting @ Solana tonight (hopefully!) Ouh..and there's gonna be turkey and other delicious food involved :)
I'm so sleepy.. I'm in no mood of doing anything.. Feeling like just lazying around.. sigh*
Oh and two of my friends...'friends' maybe.. went for good this afternoon. It's been a year they'd been here in Beijing.. They're the first two people in Beijing who introduced me to a lot of places..thanks to them :) .. I forgot to say thanks when coincidentally saw them this arvo.. Anyway, one of them is a guy with loads of friends-with-politics..me no likey hanging out with him too much... But..still.. thanks to him I got to know loads of Beijing's good places.
Do I miss them? Not really.. But if my CG buddies go back home for good..I think I'm so gonna miss them.. Umm..okay, time to be off from blog~
Aites Blog...ta ta
Today marks as the beginning of winter this year :)...Hello winter!
Exams finally finished and done with..except that I still have classes till early next year...
I went on skiing last last weekend , it was heaps funn!!! There was also shabu2 time with CG buddies,..I suppose I'm on a balance -studying&socializing-
I'm currently listening to Bill Evans - Alice in Wonderland (Take 2) ...
Anywayz
Me going to Solana this evening with classmates, we're planning to watch a movie there..we'll see how good the cinema is (ppl say it's better than Sanlitun's Megabox)
Parents and bro are coming on late 25th.. Hmm what else to tell...
Where's snoww?? I want to see the first snowfall this year..darn it..looks like I'm gonna have to either miss it next year or experience it early next year...
Oh exams, I think I did pretty well with all of them..quite happy with myself.. Just unsure what next year gonna bring.. Heard Chinese Business is quite a challenge.
We're going to spend X'Mas Eve @ a friend's house and everyone ought to bring a 40-50yuan pressie and we're gonna swap pressie.. Hmmm..what should I buy?! Might find something interesting @ Solana tonight (hopefully!) Ouh..and there's gonna be turkey and other delicious food involved :)
I'm so sleepy.. I'm in no mood of doing anything.. Feeling like just lazying around.. sigh*
Oh and two of my friends...'friends' maybe.. went for good this afternoon. It's been a year they'd been here in Beijing.. They're the first two people in Beijing who introduced me to a lot of places..thanks to them :) .. I forgot to say thanks when coincidentally saw them this arvo.. Anyway, one of them is a guy with loads of friends-with-politics..me no likey hanging out with him too much... But..still.. thanks to him I got to know loads of Beijing's good places.
Do I miss them? Not really.. But if my CG buddies go back home for good..I think I'm so gonna miss them.. Umm..okay, time to be off from blog~
Aites Blog...ta ta
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
A Lucky Day on the 8th of December :)
Dear Blog,
an article in the chinadaily.com once said to consider it as your lucky day if you could see clear sky, fog/pollution uncovered buildings in Beijing (esp during winter). And guess what, today is the day where it's clear sky all the way and I could see clearly Beijing's buildings far and near..So I guess it's my lucky day :)
I'm all settled now in the new apartment...I'm quite happy and satisfied with the apt's condition .. it's quite far from crowded streets, it's more peaceful and quiet here...although one might not prefer to walk alone at night ..but most of the time I go by taxi anyway at night time.
We bought some stuffs from IKEA last week that included fabric sheets, small coffee tables, bed sheets, even the cool STORM light! And I know why my sis' room is cold..it's coz she put down her balcony's curtain..the curtain was supposed to trap the coldness of the outside air..
And one more thing I learned today.. was that Beijing is on the northern hemisphere and I all these time put my southern hemisphere theory into practice..DOH! The sun doesn't rotate from East-North-West but from East-South-West!!! So that means South facing rooms definitely get the most sunlight, which means: more expensive. My room faces south, which is great! but maybe not so great during summer..:P
Oops..gotta get the clothes from the washing machine! pause*
Done..
It's 10:02..in about 20min I gotta wake-up call a friend pretty soon...
I'm currently watching Vampire Diaries 2.. Ian Somerhalder is really Hot!..but there's a nu guy ..his screen name is Mason ..Something..he's a mix between Leonardo DiCaprio and Gerard Butler..He's really good looking.. a nice eye-candy xD.
Anyway, I'll just continue watching..I like it much better than Twilight seriously..
Oh and my current weight today right in the morning after I woke up: 51.5kg (Please God, I want 48 badly..Hopefully I could make it before going back to Indo)
Gnite Blog!
an article in the chinadaily.com once said to consider it as your lucky day if you could see clear sky, fog/pollution uncovered buildings in Beijing (esp during winter). And guess what, today is the day where it's clear sky all the way and I could see clearly Beijing's buildings far and near..So I guess it's my lucky day :)
I'm all settled now in the new apartment...I'm quite happy and satisfied with the apt's condition .. it's quite far from crowded streets, it's more peaceful and quiet here...although one might not prefer to walk alone at night ..but most of the time I go by taxi anyway at night time.
We bought some stuffs from IKEA last week that included fabric sheets, small coffee tables, bed sheets, even the cool STORM light! And I know why my sis' room is cold..it's coz she put down her balcony's curtain..the curtain was supposed to trap the coldness of the outside air..
And one more thing I learned today.. was that Beijing is on the northern hemisphere and I all these time put my southern hemisphere theory into practice..DOH! The sun doesn't rotate from East-North-West but from East-South-West!!! So that means South facing rooms definitely get the most sunlight, which means: more expensive. My room faces south, which is great! but maybe not so great during summer..:P
Oops..gotta get the clothes from the washing machine! pause*
Done..
It's 10:02..in about 20min I gotta wake-up call a friend pretty soon...
I'm currently watching Vampire Diaries 2.. Ian Somerhalder is really Hot!..but there's a nu guy ..his screen name is Mason ..Something..he's a mix between Leonardo DiCaprio and Gerard Butler..He's really good looking.. a nice eye-candy xD.
Anyway, I'll just continue watching..I like it much better than Twilight seriously..
Oh and my current weight today right in the morning after I woke up: 51.5kg (Please God, I want 48 badly..Hopefully I could make it before going back to Indo)
Gnite Blog!
Sunday, November 28, 2010
3402 房间,0 号楼,晚安 :)
What happened in November... surely a lot has happened..a lot has changed from places to perspectives...
Changes List:
- Future plan : Business Chinese for a semester, possible export-import opportunity from here.
- Friends: I now don't know who I can really call "friends"... one of my best-friend here has been walking out of the line... I've been telling that person to stay in control of his/herself but he/she chose not listen. I know how hard it could be to against feelings. But it's not about her/him solely, it's about others relationship! I never expected my own close buddy, knowing it's so wrong, knowing the guy/girl is a bastard/bitch who doesn't know what he/she want, creeping in someone else's relationship. Now I don't wanna have any business in relation to his/her issue. It's weird how 'friends' stab each other on the back..hmmm...
- Some Mysterious Dude: ..hmmm.. I dreamt twice about this guy... One when I was still back in Jakarta and once here in Beijing... I find it mysteriously intriguing, those dreams came true!
- Family: Hope. Faith. Love.
- Living Habitat: Tomorrow I'm gonna move to an apartment nearby (well..it takes 15min walk to and from univ.) It's near北门 and it's called 北桃园. Such a coincidence (no..I don't actually believe in coincidence) I'm living @ the same building unit with my Kazakhstan classmate :P. Hmmm.. I might be able to loose weight then.. (since it requires daily cardio 20min to Qiusao Building then 2min up to level 5 *by stairs* where my classroom is, then usual out-for-lunch ..another short-cardio, then back to class up to level 5, then by end of day, walk 20min to my new apartment.)
There's a story behind why we chose this apt..
Well at first we liked an apartment @ 吉利家园 but then it's a bit expensive but has a lovely interior and spacious living room.. We (till now) still like it very much.. But take note: 吉利家园 is a bit further east ..so walking casually might take 25-30min ?? But heaps of Indo lives there. We surveyed a number of apartments but none suit the heart more than that one @ 吉利家园... So when we decided we're gonna take that one..sadly, it's just been rented the day before we decided. We're a day too late :( . But it's okay it's okay, nothing is coincidence. Maybe that apt not meant to be for us anyway :P. So we surveyed this small apt @ 北桃园.. the furnitures are seriously classic-chinese-indoish..we wondered why and it turned out that the fandong spent 21 years in Jakarta so he could speak a little indo :D ..Chen Shushu and Wang Ayi are really niceee to us..although we deal with their daughter..Zhang ayi..Chen Shushu and Wang Ayi said never hesitate to contact them for any issues :). Good to know that we have a lovely fandong couple.
There wont be any internet for the next 3 days (my prediction)...tmorrow supposed to be registration day then the next day or the day after should be installation day...My sis texted Adi (our indo agent) but no reply just yet..hmmm
2morrow we're gonna check out before 12 noon ... I kinda miss this dorm tho.. At first, I really didn't like it but now I'm already used to it. I guess it'll be the same in the new apt...I'll love it gradually... I kinda like it..it's alright I guess..it is better than dorm-lifestyle!
Okay blog.. I suppose I should write this one..this important one issue..
I've been dreaming twice about this mysterious dude and they're in the process of coming true! I just live it naturally but it's going there..exactly like the prophecy (mmm..weird prophecy). There's a lot of assumption and maybes tho ..hmm~ complicated stuffs.
Zzzz..I think I'm kind of an autis.. Blog is my best friend..it's like talking to wall..But that's cool with me ;P
Oops..12am! Got morning class tomorrow..busy busy! And they're gonna give us the exam's results back..eeekkzzz (>___<) Hope I did alright!
Gnite Blog.this is my last night here in dorm 3402, 0 号楼...and I shall write again when I'm all settled in the new apartment :)
Changes List:
- Future plan : Business Chinese for a semester, possible export-import opportunity from here.
- Friends: I now don't know who I can really call "friends"... one of my best-friend here has been walking out of the line... I've been telling that person to stay in control of his/herself but he/she chose not listen. I know how hard it could be to against feelings. But it's not about her/him solely, it's about others relationship! I never expected my own close buddy, knowing it's so wrong, knowing the guy/girl is a bastard/bitch who doesn't know what he/she want, creeping in someone else's relationship. Now I don't wanna have any business in relation to his/her issue. It's weird how 'friends' stab each other on the back..hmmm...
- Some Mysterious Dude: ..hmmm.. I dreamt twice about this guy... One when I was still back in Jakarta and once here in Beijing... I find it mysteriously intriguing, those dreams came true!
- Family: Hope. Faith. Love.
- Living Habitat: Tomorrow I'm gonna move to an apartment nearby (well..it takes 15min walk to and from univ.) It's near北门 and it's called 北桃园. Such a coincidence (no..I don't actually believe in coincidence) I'm living @ the same building unit with my Kazakhstan classmate :P. Hmmm.. I might be able to loose weight then.. (since it requires daily cardio 20min to Qiusao Building then 2min up to level 5 *by stairs* where my classroom is, then usual out-for-lunch ..another short-cardio, then back to class up to level 5, then by end of day, walk 20min to my new apartment.)
There's a story behind why we chose this apt..
Well at first we liked an apartment @ 吉利家园 but then it's a bit expensive but has a lovely interior and spacious living room.. We (till now) still like it very much.. But take note: 吉利家园 is a bit further east ..so walking casually might take 25-30min ?? But heaps of Indo lives there. We surveyed a number of apartments but none suit the heart more than that one @ 吉利家园... So when we decided we're gonna take that one..sadly, it's just been rented the day before we decided. We're a day too late :( . But it's okay it's okay, nothing is coincidence. Maybe that apt not meant to be for us anyway :P. So we surveyed this small apt @ 北桃园.. the furnitures are seriously classic-chinese-indoish..we wondered why and it turned out that the fandong spent 21 years in Jakarta so he could speak a little indo :D ..Chen Shushu and Wang Ayi are really niceee to us..although we deal with their daughter..Zhang ayi..Chen Shushu and Wang Ayi said never hesitate to contact them for any issues :). Good to know that we have a lovely fandong couple.
There wont be any internet for the next 3 days (my prediction)...tmorrow supposed to be registration day then the next day or the day after should be installation day...My sis texted Adi (our indo agent) but no reply just yet..hmmm
2morrow we're gonna check out before 12 noon ... I kinda miss this dorm tho.. At first, I really didn't like it but now I'm already used to it. I guess it'll be the same in the new apt...I'll love it gradually... I kinda like it..it's alright I guess..it is better than dorm-lifestyle!
Okay blog.. I suppose I should write this one..this important one issue..
I've been dreaming twice about this mysterious dude and they're in the process of coming true! I just live it naturally but it's going there..exactly like the prophecy (mmm..weird prophecy). There's a lot of assumption and maybes tho ..hmm~ complicated stuffs.
Zzzz..I think I'm kind of an autis.. Blog is my best friend..it's like talking to wall..But that's cool with me ;P
Oops..12am! Got morning class tomorrow..busy busy! And they're gonna give us the exam's results back..eeekkzzz (>___<) Hope I did alright!
Gnite Blog.this is my last night here in dorm 3402, 0 号楼...and I shall write again when I'm all settled in the new apartment :)
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