How Wonderful :)

I'm curently involved in this uluyu project as the product designer.

It was such a great joy to learn that the uluyu team , all 15 of them loved my design when I sent it yesterday morning. He said my design lifted up the marketing-team spirit and put them on high morale.

Reading his bb and email complementing my design really made my day :).

I never knew design could do such wonderful thing to people.
I never knew my design could impact 15 people.. impacting the company's team in a positive sense.

I feel like I'm worth something.

What I learnt is:
Quit worrying about yourself ( i mean it's okay to worry sometimes..)
Help others with their issues (and yes you're not only doing them favor but you're doing yourself a favor)

And it made me feel like a million bucks..it gets me even excited for this project.

Although the design pressure is all mine, but I'm doing my best to not let them down, to make this project a success and to be like the deaf frog who ended up winning the game because it just went bold to the finish line.

How wonderful :)

Make Him Regret..

It's true that you don't know what you have until you lose it..

But I do wish I could turn back time and erase all the things I said to him..

I wish I could back even further so I could guard my heart and not let it fall..

But nothing can be changed..the past is now a memory I cannot erase..

Nothing can be done about it..

So I'm crushing the bridges behind me and moving forward..

My good friend told me I don't have to find someone as his replacement...

I just have to live my life, make him regret he let me go...

Make him regret..hmm..

Although I haven't been as happy as I used to when I was with him...

But I'll live my life as if with/without him doesn't matter and doesn't make any huge difference (although it actually did).

I still wonder whether he misses me or not..

But I believe God is preparing me someone, maybe not now..now isn't the right time..

Maybe one day when we meet each other, I'd be wise enough not to repeat the same mistake..

:)

My goal for now is to : loose weight, pretty-up myself, be productive everyday, find a new job (I think I'd do this one pretty soon), pray so God will send me 'the one' sometime next year ;P

If it's not beautiful, it's not the end

Sometimes I don't understand why things ended up the way they did..
Sometimes I don't understand why I did the things I did..
Sometimes I don't understand why I said the things I said..

But what I do understand is that every experience, every person God puts in my life..is to prepare me for the future only He can see.

And if it's not beautiful, it's not the end.

It friggin hurts

The end.

You.

You made smile when you said you missed me this afternoon…

It kinda made my day…

I feel so stupid and helpless..

I don’t know what spell you put unto me..

After talking to my cousin yesterday…

She put me into a new perspective..Good on her!

She made me realize that I should put myself in your shoes…

It’s not easy being you..

You’ve been holding up your head,standing strong through trials and triumphs…

At such a young age, you’ve been holding a really big responsibility…

A lot of people are relying on you…

You have to make a lot of decision ..big decisions..

I’m trying to understand you..

I guess I’ve been so selfish that I want you to be like what I want you to be..

While I should’ve been more mature than that…

Although I still think it’s kinda unfair because I still feel like you’re tagging me..

But..

I’ll be patient and understanding …

I hope everything turns out beautiful for both of us..whatever that might be…

Where Are We Going..

I like it when you get a little jealous

I like it when you get a little possessive

But where are we going ..seriously.. (-_-)

You get jealous..you get possessive..

But we’re not even in a relationship

Where are going..seriously…(-_-)

What's up with you?

I don't understand you lately..
You're different from the way you were last week..
You started texting me again..
You started texting me good morning this morning...
You called me again this morning...

Just about time when I'm training myself to let you go..

I don't get that excitement anymore when you called me..
Instead of happiness I feel sadness..
I guess I'm a little numb...

I tried to laugh and be cheerful as usual..but I couldn't..
If you ask me whether I like you as much as last week? No I don't...
I'm trying to let you go
I've been building up walls to cover myself..but now you're back to the way you were 2 weeks ago..

What's up with you?