Mid April

Hello Blog,

it's now come to mid-April and I can feel the 'fear' of July...the 'fear' of going back home to Jakarta...

It's not anything extreme, but I'm just currently in my comfort zone and I'm about to step out of it and I'm not even sure I'm ready for it...

What am I going to do then? Where is my future leading me to?

There are so many options but I can't actually do it myself..Or maybe I just haven't got the confidence...

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I've met beautiful and wonderful people this semester, I kind of want this to continue on till the end of the year, but I know it isn't going to be like as I wished it to be...

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By the way, enough of all the 'future-fear' thoughts..

Yesterday:
I skipped my morning class and went to the second one.. then we're supposed to go this Beijing's Amusement Park but got cancelled, mainly because a guy couldn't make it (he's the popular dude amongst the korean girls in the class)..I kind of feel bad for a Jap girl who couldn't make it as well..coz the girls didn't really mention anything about it..All they cared about was that the fact the Thai dude couldn't make it... I think it's kind of unfair..coz everyone was ready for play that day..But the mood went down quite drastically so we decided to go somewhere else. So we went to Sanlitun La Pizza for lunch.. We took 406 bus , it took about 40min. Then we decided to go to YuYuanTan, a park which they said Sakura blooms beautifully. It's a bit dissappointing coz the Sakura trees in HangZhou are far, far more beautiful than here. Then in the evening, I went to GuangDong Duck Restaurant with sis, Lier, Chris, and Shino.. We (three of us classmates) were awefully tired from a long day but we had good laugh during dinner and after, it was fun! :)
Oh..and at the end of the day, Shino joked about ghosts stories, my sis, and Lier didn't want to listen to any of it.. was so funny..worth the laugh ;)

Today:
Today I woke up early...Ate McD, and watched Lie To Me Season 2, Episode 6, couldn't really concentrate coz i'm typing blog while watching, so ..I'm gonna re-watch it again later, when I have free time :P..which might be after shower. Today we're planning to go to Capital M, booked 6.30pm..I don't know what to wear :O .... We're planning to have outdoor dining, hopefully the weather is going to be nice to us. And we might ride off to L.A.N Bar, we'll see..I hope it's going to be a fun, full of laughter night tonight, just like yesterday.

I like it when I get to laugh so much till my tummy felt constrained, full of laughter, so much fun, coz I don't know whether I would be able to laugh as free as yesterday - if I got back @ Indo..

I have small goals.. But for the big ones, I just haven't got enough courage..

I'm a little scared..



Oh..by the way , here have a look at HangZhou pretty park~ it's so beautiful. Oh and the trip's best evening was in HangZhou, the performance, the whole Song Dynasty complex, it was awesomeness!! apart from that, all - ok.