今天我是一个懒驴。。。

明天要考试。。。
我的最后的级末考试。。
但是我感觉这么懒。。不想学习。。不想干什么。。。

我明知明天有考试，又要现在当懒驴。。。

我的朋友们正在零号楼咖啡厅学习。。。
我在家里打字博客。。。

懒驴，懒驴 。。。
今天我是一个懒驴。。。

I Am Not Forgotten

Yesterday evening I just received an email from this interior firm which I applied over a year ago... And long story cut short, I was shocked.. and still am shocked, surprised, or however you say it, I feel like butterflies in my tummy.. I keep saying to myself "Someone like me? God, You must be kiddin' me. This is a dream!" Then my sister pinched me and it hurt real bad.. and she said to me "To prove to you that it isn't a dream!"

There's a line in the email which synchronize with a dream I had about last year..It's another premunition for me..


Lord Jesus Christ, You have not forgotten me .. Thank You , Lord :)

Here in Beijing, I've been listening to You Are Not Forgotten by Israel and New Breed, and I love the lyrics, so uplifting, so encouraging, and it definitely has strengthened me. :))

You Are Not Forgotten Key of G
By Israel & The New Breed (feat. Jonny Lang)

People walking by very seldom they say hi
They don’t know how wonderful you are
If they only knew all the things you’ve been through
If only they can see your heart

** I hear you crying for help
Please don’t blame yourself
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

When it’s time to go to sleep
And you try your best to keep yourself from falling apart
There’s no need to fear because I’m already here
And I’m the one who see’s your heart **

Bridge
You are not just a face in the crowd
You are not a forgotten child
Let me whisper in the light
I love you, oh I love you

You can hold your head up high cause I’ll make everything alright
I’m committed to you smiling again yeah
And eventually you see people similarities
Everyone just needs a friend
And when they’re crying for help
You’ll be able to tell …them
Please tell them for Me
You are not forgotten, You are not forgotten (things are gonna get much better)
You are not forgotten, You are not forgotten (you're gonna smile again)

You're my friend
Just in Me
I’m the One I'm the One who sees your heart
you are not forgotten

You're my precious to me
I'm the One..

Not forgotten no no

Just remember you are not forgotten

You are not forgotten

Blakc is Back

I coloured my hair black.. BLAKC is BACK!!! wahoooooO~

The hairstylist was cute, the colour's awesome, the smell's nice, the cut is lovely..

I'm loving the new me ;D

I'm begging time to slow down..... :(

Why am I so sad today..
I had a friend came and visit me this weekend and we had heaps of fun.. While we were eating dimsum at around 4am in the morning, we could see the changing rays of sky across the window pane. As the sky turned bright this dawn, my heart suddenly saddened by the fact that he’s leaving soon in less than 4 hours time.. the weekend is almost over, and this semester is coming to an end.. Time has been running too fast and I’m not ready for it…
Our Friday Schedule: The Summer Palace – Beijing University – Westin – Houhai – Olympic Park – 1949 Duck d’Chine – KTV – Sanlitun and North Village.
Our Saturday Schedule : JinMaDaSha – BLCU Muslim Restaurant – Hard Rock Café – Westin – 798 – The Place – Lan Bar – KTV – JinDingXuan.
The schedule was tight, and my friend was pretty annoying, kept on bullying me for ‘I-don’t know-why’ reasons…but kind of brought back Perth memories… So sad .. And his brother who has been a good friend of mine here in Beijing was also leaving.. Today’s morning would be my last time hanging out with him in Beijing as I’m going back for good as well this coming July.. No July.. I don’t want you to come so fast.. 
I don’t want to pack..
I’m begging time to please slow down…  

Thursday Fun

I had a great day on Thursday. Cooked Indonesian food for a number of my besties here. There were Mie Goreng Jawa (with coriander), Chicken Curry, Tomato Cucumber Salad, and Fruit Salad for dessert. We had to prepare from around 4pm .. I cried in the afternoon while cutting the red onion..lolz..Anywayz, I made them all hot chocolate – SwissMiss French Vanilla – then we watched together –Coming Soon - . My friend was in it :D So, we watched it together and everyone went home at around 1am. The next morning, I was about to meet my old friend from Perth 

My Key.

My Key.

I know I’m not so “young” anymore as some people said to me.. “go get yourself a partner” or “ you should open up yourself” or “You shouldn’t be too picky, you’re not that perfect either”.."time's running up, Agnes!"

Sorry to disappoint all of you.. but I'm quite a rock-headed on this matter.

I do feel jealous and envious when I see friends holding hands with their partners..and I do sometimes wish I could be like them..holding hands, all getting cozy and romantic.. But I have this one big issue when dealing with guys. And for me, this is a very important, a number one, a MUST requirement.

No, I don’t look for perfection in my future-partner.
But, Yes, I do look for perfection in the chemistry between us.

I can't force myself to like some guy.. No matter how much he earns...no matter how well-mannered he is... no matter how good-looking he is.. If I can't click with him..I just.. can't.

I can't pretend to be someone else. I can't pretend to be the loveliest, friendliest, most mature girl in the planet, can I ? I don't like pretending that much..

Oh well.. dear me...


I’m such a complicated and such a difficult human being to deal with, but at least, I hope I am an honest person.

This little heart right here probably has the weirdest shape, abstract colors, and has the strangest lock. But I believe every heart is unique and has its own particular key. I guess I just haven’t found my key :p