Make Him Regret..

It's true that you don't know what you have until you lose it..

But I do wish I could turn back time and erase all the things I said to him..

I wish I could back even further so I could guard my heart and not let it fall..

But nothing can be changed..the past is now a memory I cannot erase..

Nothing can be done about it..

So I'm crushing the bridges behind me and moving forward..

My good friend told me I don't have to find someone as his replacement...

I just have to live my life, make him regret he let me go...

Make him regret..hmm..

Although I haven't been as happy as I used to when I was with him...

But I'll live my life as if with/without him doesn't matter and doesn't make any huge difference (although it actually did).

I still wonder whether he misses me or not..

But I believe God is preparing me someone, maybe not now..now isn't the right time..

Maybe one day when we meet each other, I'd be wise enough not to repeat the same mistake..

:)

My goal for now is to : loose weight, pretty-up myself, be productive everyday, find a new job (I think I'd do this one pretty soon), pray so God will send me 'the one' sometime next year ;P